Ears are not for hearing but for listening...

Posted Thursday, July 22, 2010 by catherine
Well it just isn't.

It's not about singing "Your Not Sorry" under the mango tree watching different faces passing by while lying on a swing. It's definitely not the 3 guitar strings I happened to break while I was practicing my audition piece, Hiery it isn't the blisters I have in my fingers for gripping and clipping the strings as I was strumming some melodies to life.

While looking at the pedestrian making their way to their respective destination, I came to realize that it really doesn't mean that while you're on your journey, people shoulod cheer for you to go. You can walk alone. 

Sometimes, it can be of a great pain to be reflecting that on your long excursion, no one walks beside you but your self. You succumbed into the thought that you should and would rather be alone and take the long journey home. Well it just isn't. While you are looking beside you, you forgot something important. You didn't remember to look up-- God is just there, watchn your every move and guiding you in every step that you take.
I remember kuya Arnel saying this when he was teaching me to play the piano before. "Your hands have its own ears. As you strike the keys, especially when it is your first time, you'll realize that you want to strike more to the point that you are making your own melody. But as you learn to read notes, you abide by what you read on the sheet music. Only a few people loves to listen to the melodies that there own hands make. Listen to the melody. Strike relentlessly, and you'll discover that your hands are becoming light as the feathers, it's because of the freedom you are feedom. You haven't noticed that God is playing the piano with you. You are making the melody and He is laying on the accompaniment." 

And as he was saying those words, he strike the piano keys without reading the sheet music. His hands were really as light as the feather. And then did I realize that God is playing the piano with him. There is no need to be a virtuoso but as long as you learn to listen. Just learn to listen.

Sometimes, our anger is blocking our logic. We are lulled into the stage of denial as pride makes its way to our hearts. Thus, we tend not to listen. You just hear the words but you forget to listen--it's hearing with understanding, its hearing with empathy. 

It isn't just it. Once you'll learn to listen, things would be better. So instead of saying that the ear is for hearing, you should slap yourself and say you're wrong. Ears are for hearing not, but for listening.

that's why i love the rain...

Posted Wednesday, July 14, 2010 by catherine

















That is what I love about the rain. Now that it's cold, you long for warmth.
I've never been this happy in my entire life. Now I always look forward to going home and spending my moments with my family, watching movies together, laughing about things that had happened recently and being with my life now--raven. 

My boyfriend might feel like his not important to me but he also is. I've always looked forward to this kind of family--we are so happy. 

For my coursemates who always let me borrow their books and for the few friends i had hung out with lately, i wish i am with you all the time. You let me see the bright and beautiful side of life. I couldn't be any happier. LOVE.

ampalaya people....could be the most comic pipol in the whole world...

Posted Sunday, July 11, 2010 by catherine
They have wasted their time posting someting, commenting on posts and all, claiming they have already moved on...but wait...why the bitter?

If you say you want to be silent then zip your stupid (that adjective really fits you...sorry...) mouth and let all things be as is and stand on your ground, staying silent!!!!...

You always say that you have already moved on but here you are... bringing up the issue again and again. Is that what you mean by moving on???----gosh, excuse me.

There you go, slapping issues on people's faces when you already said you don't mind them. Why waste your time on people whom you already said you don't care about when in total FACT, they don't care the more about you.

You pity them? No. That is not the case. Truth is that you pity yourself for caring about these people...whom you thought would bow down before you and kiss the land your paving, but at the end, bit you. You really can't live without this people that you are raging whenever you know that they are happy. Why just leave these peope alone?! You are just a walking definition of the word INSECURE.

If you say these people gather pity from other people then leave that somebody alone. What difference would there be from the two of you when you also say what you feel about his/her acts to also to fetch people's acknowledgement bout what you feel. so in other words, you are even worse than the person na ikina-puputok ng butsi mo!...

Just keep quiet because all the more, you will appear to be comic after all the things you've been doing. Comic???--the understatement of the year!!!